Monday, August 4, 2003
Opportunity and Change
Still at music camp. I really, really like my teacher here. And now he's asked me to transfer to a school near Boston and study with him. As if my life wasn't confusing enough already...wow. I don't know what to do. One minute I think that of course I'll go, it's my big chance, a tremendous opportunity, and the next minute I don't want to do it at all. Three schools in three years... who does that?! I miss Biola (freshman year). If I leave Wheaton (sophomore year), I'll probably miss Wheaton too. I'll miss my roommate. I'll miss orchestra. I'll miss familiarity... familiar sights and familiar smells and familiar people and familiar feelings. I don't know what to do. I'll write more later... I have to go to a masterclass now. Over and out.