Thursday, July 24, 2003

First Post

So. I have joined the thousands of people in the world who blog. How do you go about doing this blog thing, anyway? I'm a real person - more than just a screen name and password on a website. I must be desperate for someone to talk to, or I wouldn't be sitting here in a computer lab at a music camp in Massachusetts typing something that most likely will never be read. Yes - I am desperate. I'm lonely, I'm confused, I love the violin, I hate the violin, I want to play Brahms Concerto before I die, I want to quit the violin, I don't know where I want to go to school, I don't know what I want to major in, I don't know what I should be doing in life, and did I mention that I'm lonely? I tell myself to stop being lazy and practice, to stop being self-pitying and go do something for others, to stop being lonely and go make a friend here at music camp.

It's funny that I can be happy and unhappy at the same time. Because I really am happy. But I am also worried and confused. Big decisions...

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